just finish watching 金鸡2, alot of parts were censored, damn the censorship board -.-' I must get hold of the complete version! The title itself might introduce itself as a stupid show, but the content, is heart warming, rich and its life. There's a line which 张学友 said " 人生就像一场梦， 就傻傻地过吧。。。” To truely enjoy life, that is to take what is given to you, to give what you have to give, dont take things too hard and you will be happy.....and the next day 啊金 is a happy person again.
And these days I've been thinking, what I've been contributing all these while, Is there any meaning to my life. Actually I feel quite useless like always slacking at home, people might see that I have nothing to do. Have been thinking these days what I really wanted to do ne, do I really wanna find a high pay job, save up for a family, married have kids like life should be? It seems like this should be the way. In a selfish way, I'm also thinking if this must be what I have to do, would I be happy following the path of others. This long term of recuperating period also make me became a target of laziness, I'm not doing the things that I'm suppose to do, hence I'm stressed how people would actually look at me. Think and think and think, is how people look at me really that important mah? Can other people really judge how good as a person I have live to be?
After the thinking for these days I have decided to do what I wanted now. I want to learn graphic design, which is what I always like other then fashion. Work and study, and save up money for a BA course in fashion ^^ Dont care about what people would say, so old liao still dont want to find proper job. I think I'm quite a lucky gal, I dont have a burden and I have quite a supportive family(sometimes they would also stress me lah haha). Well I am not afraid of poverty in old age BECAUSE 我有保险！wahahahaha.......(Its good to have one, at least if I die, still can give my family some money. who want to get one, I can introduce a trustworthy fellow to you^^)
So I think liao, my point in life is not to look for what I can contribute to the society, every one has a purpose, and mine is to paint my world in color.
And these days I've been thinking, what I've been contributing all these while, Is there any meaning to my life. Actually I feel quite useless like always slacking at home, people might see that I have nothing to do. Have been thinking these days what I really wanted to do ne, do I really wanna find a high pay job, save up for a family, married have kids like life should be? It seems like this should be the way. In a selfish way, I'm also thinking if this must be what I have to do, would I be happy following the path of others. This long term of recuperating period also make me became a target of laziness, I'm not doing the things that I'm suppose to do, hence I'm stressed how people would actually look at me. Think and think and think, is how people look at me really that important mah? Can other people really judge how good as a person I have live to be?
After the thinking for these days I have decided to do what I wanted now. I want to learn graphic design, which is what I always like other then fashion. Work and study, and save up money for a BA course in fashion ^^ Dont care about what people would say, so old liao still dont want to find proper job. I think I'm quite a lucky gal, I dont have a burden and I have quite a supportive family(sometimes they would also stress me lah haha). Well I am not afraid of poverty in old age BECAUSE 我有保险！wahahahaha.......(Its good to have one, at least if I die, still can give my family some money. who want to get one, I can introduce a trustworthy fellow to you^^)
So I think liao, my point in life is not to look for what I can contribute to the society, every one has a purpose, and mine is to paint my world in color.
posted by mourn di at 10:45 AM
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haha, yeah one of my pointers is: never regret!
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