I want to learn Japanese!!!

Anna!!! teach me some lines, like "This tie is very nice~ can match with blue, white or pink colour shirt~" "outstanding!" "very nice!" hahaha got a very cute Japanese customer today~~~ although he look like he was 30+ aready, oh my god he look so innocent~~He like a valentino tie but said too expensive....Aiyah~ so sian, I want to look at him some more~

These days my memories start getting worst and worst. At one point I was doing something, then whn I was distracted, I totally forgot what I have done just now and went to do other things -.-; Sometimes I do procedures and always would miss some step -.-''' But I thing I have selective memory, its like somethings I choose to remember and would rememeber them. I guess most of the things I choose not to remember haha. I just dont bother or hack care too much, wahhh like this very jialat.....now I am holding a responsibility le, cannot be as laid back as before, time to wake up le!!!

Also realise I dont have time to make clothes le, die lah die lah~~~ I got tempted and distracted so easily~~~also distracted from working on my clothes~~~ jiu ming ahhhhhh

Just finish sending my daily report -.- the part which I dont like most!!! writing report, sian, but at least no need to write so cheem english, everything in point form wahahaha.

Just now went to watch sin city with anna and rally. The way the story was flimed is just like kill bill(no wonder, the guest director is quentin whatever haha) Whole show is black and white ne, really special, but I felt abit uneasy, especially when the aircon made my eyes drier. The cast are very unexpected~ did not done any research on this movie before watching it, really surprise to see Elijah Wood, and Bruce willis...never really think they would act in this kind of movie, anyway, good shot! Elijah Wood is so cool!!! Devon aoki's top is very nice!!!! Goldie is so beautiful~~~~I want to get Elijah wood's poster!!!! hao shuai ah!!!! (oh wo feng le~)

On the way home something creepy happen...although I did not see it, but its like we are all there, I really gone speechless just now as what rally says, cos I dont know what to say ne. Sorry anna, I could not help much, but if you scared just hide behind me hoh.

Alan wrote a nice song, Angels are coming. Anna is writing the lyrics which is what I am excited about, because it would be good.

At first I was very upset over this "lyrics-writing" thingy. I won't be angry if someone thinks my chinese standard is not good so cannot write good lyrics, I just hate people to 敷衍 me.I hate being the second choice that is! More over giving me lame excuses!!!

I hate guys who dare not admit what they have don't, trying to please both sides. Please, its really a long long time since don't know when, guys should know pleasing both side does no good for you. and I think this kind of act is a coward act, cant admit to a simple thing, girls won't blame you for saying their language is bad.

I am not trying to get back my position by kicking up a fuse, I just fighting for my principle, what that person has done, is just disrespect for me.

A person who wants perfection should be perfect himself.

I'm back
After an hermit's retreat to find my inner self and my purpose. With alot of encouragement from my dear friends and my mother, without you all I would have lost my path between dreams and reality. (Thanks to my mama, anna, rally, for listening to my whinnings without feeling annoyed, Thanks to tabe, arbish, rimei, edmund, sakuya, wenjie, ayu, sukma for being there for me during my worst heartbreak in my life, I'm sorry to have someone hurt during the course...)

I realised in reality, we need strong bonds to held our self up while ahieving our dreams. Dreams are my purpose of living, I do not want to be a repetition of what people assumed as life, then i rather not continue this meaningless journey. Sometimes I think I started my life late and its seems abit late to try achieving my dreams now. people would think "so old liao, still don't want to grow up, want to depend on your parents until when?" or sometimes people would just get tired and drag along with reality. It's sad isn't it.

Life is only a one way journey, I wont regret making bad choices, I would feel remorse for not giving myself a chance.

No matter what, I still have 40 to 50 years down the road, come to think of it, I still have a lot to experience, maybe more dreams to come true.
Happy living~