I always believe that someone would support me, now the strongest support had just pushed me into the dark hole. Feel so lost and lonely. there is no such thing as dream. I never believe this could came out from the person mouth....one who have been supporting me all the while, I'm just a fool all the time.

yesterday went for jamming. Its the first time I felt the band has come so close together. Really happy ne. It is the first time when I experience working on a song together, and the result is very nice~~~

Allan bought his imac to record down the jamming for further evaluation. First time I heard my voice so clearly from a foreign body, felt so strange ne, dont sound like me at all(so this is how i sound like to others ^^'') I feel my voice sounds like children singing....

I applied the breathing method I learn from singing lesson yesterday and throughout the sessions, it was really smooth. I can pull off one of the lines which is strong and fast without voice break after two tries, and using the right way to breathe I dont feel so tired easily le. Glad to have attended the class ^^ and the jamming was after my work, after i'm so tense up and tired all over. When I was doing the warm up exercise, my bones are cracking all over hahaha.

Hope we can jam BLUE soon~~ blue blue blue blue....